| HI!
i love track. its so great, there are people there who make me feel awesome every day, unlike most of the assholes in my school. today at the end of lunch this kid ryan pelic...something like that....was being a complete jack ass...now just because he has a few extra bucks than the rest of us, doesnt make him king of the fucking world. i hate people like that. if they only knew how much they were hated by everyone else that wasnt as rich as them, or had the same social standing as them (kinda like chad...but he aint rich, and he lies) my lunch table has really gone to hell, ever since joey moved..wow, never called him joey...it has sucked. the preppy superficial assholes like, took it over the 2nd day, after we had already claimed it. GAWD. track has helped me so much lately, i can just escape EVERYTHING and have fun. i love it. NOW...today, my dad was talkin to me, and hes like OH JAYNE were going to take a trip out west to see your sister, and i was like..mmm hmm, i already knew that, and then hes like, yeah were going to go out there in an RV, and then i was like...STOP, HOLD THE PHONE...the rutter fam fam is going to be all smoooshed together in an RV for 2000 miles? I DONT THINK SO. im going to beg them to let me take a plane out there by myself and wait for them to get there..and maybe if theyre lucky, ill go back with them in the rv...maybe. or maybe i can just move to CO with my sister. that would be awesome. UCONN WON THE CHAMPOINSHIP last night...IT was awesome, Diana did great. i almost cried though because it was her last game ever in a UCONN jersey. i was so glad they beat Tennessee, i hate them with a passion. for u non avid bball fans..nvm. every time i watch her play, i pray to god some mearicle happens, and i get a bit better, and i can get a scholarship to college for basketball. that is my dream...although it shall be hard to acomplish.
ok, different topic...Ive noticed lately that when someone does something, bad..to me, i tend to get extremely pissed off at them and then i have visions in my head of me cutting their throat open...i think i have anger managment problems. i guess im not as bad anymore, before though, i would like, kick some of my best friends asses just cause they were there...well not kick their ass but like, hit them for no good reason, i hope ive stopped that. JESH, well, typing is tireing, i dont know what im going to do with myself now...so carry on...later
jayne |
